♥ stop and stare ♥

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead


Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see


They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...


Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need




Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be




je t'aime ♥ thank y0u f0r everything my baby, I c0uldn't be happier, and I just want t0 make y0u happy all the time because it makes me happy t0 make y0u happy. I l0ve y0u with all 0f my heart and I'll always d0 my best t0 be there f0r y0u, and I'll try t0 answer y0ur f00tball questi0ns the best I can, even if I can't. I'll always feed y0u beer, even if y0u're n0t expecting it, and succ0mb t0 y0ur tickling attacks. And I'll always pick up the ph0ne at whatever time 0f the night it is, and will always attempt t0 ann0y y0u failing miserabley. I l0ve y0u my Sim0n.
♥ stop and stare ♥
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# Posté le mercredi 16 avril 2008 11:36
Modifié le jeudi 17 avril 2008 04:44

i love you..

i love you..
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?


lynn: my down the street neighbour.. we've had our far times and our close times.. i'll always remember the way u turned your look away when i gave u a smile for the first time.. i'm gonna miss you like hell my lynette.. all those times we used to get everyone annoyed on the bus coz we were singing so damn loud.. with 'where is the love' and 'swing swing'! taking up the whole backseat as well.. you've taught me so many things, and i love you so much.. *goodbye goodbye.. BANG! cya!* hihi.. goodbye isnt the right word here.. it really is.. cya!


When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you


irwyn: my chipmunk, i'll ALWAYS be your hamster.. god daymn we've known each other since we're 9.. been in the same class since we're 9.. been the youngest 2 in the class since we're 9.. been crazy since we're 9.. thank you for all those random phone convos about i don't know what at 1am in the morning, and for always being awake no matter what time of the day! *NI!* i don't think anyone else understands our craziness.. but they do understand one thing.. do NOT let us sit next to each other if you want peace and quiet ;) (bad idea.. you'll get.. noise! haha) i wuv youuuuu! and don't forget to come stay at our place in january :)

I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?


seb: my seb.. i still remember the day i first met you on the bus, at the beginning of 2002.. i remember looking at each other quizzingly, and we were probably thinking the same thing.. 'who is this person?! i've never seen them at school before!' haha.. ah bless i share so many good memories with you, thank you SO much for.. just.. making me smile :) and laugh :) and everything really.. (i still think you're the best drummer in the world!) well.. you know what you mean to me my seb :) see you sooon okay? love you.. z z z ! (K) <3

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

gen: we became best friends in a matter of days.. i love you so much you've always been there for me! thank you for being so so so understanding.. if u dont send me random facebook msgs im gonna whoopass your ass biatch :P okay in december you're coming to my place okay?? book a date pour moi my zenibabe!!! and say hi to the plastic benches once in a while on my account.. you're one of the bravest, most caring, loving people i know, and im glad to have you in my life.. i love you with all my heart :)

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah...

sneha: remember in form 3.. when u didnt like me too much? haha.. oh u did not know me! and then that stupid fight we had that didnt even last 24 hours.. but for some reason i called you and we started talking and blah.. no need to explain the rest.. with my random 'okays' and your 'grrrs' hahaha.. please be brave puce, i'll try and send you random msgs okayyyy? i'll definetly see you in december for suuuure! je t'adore ma puce, thank you for ALL the times you've been there for me.. jtm 4 <3

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

to everyone: see you all in december.. i don't know how much i'll continue my blog, or perhaps only when i'm on holiday in mauritius.. if anyone comes to London for any reason, i'll be more than happy to meet up with you.. thank you to everyone for everything, sorry i couldn't see a whole bunch of people, i'm going to miss you all very much! you guys take care and.. see you soon ;)
EDIT: bad news.. for those of you who still go on my blog, i'm not coming back in december anymore. I have exams in january, so i'd be studying and wouldn't be able to see you guys much.. i'm so sorry.. miss everyone..
lots of love.. chandra x.
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# Posté le vendredi 27 juillet 2007 16:32
Modifié le mardi 14 août 2007 11:04

mon sean

mon sean

i haven't known you for very long,
but it feels like so much longer

we met in the middle of the citadelle
and a beautiful friendship began

i know i can tell you whatever i want
and you'll understand, just like you did the other night

when i sent you a plain message,
but you understood i needed someone,

and you were there for me
thank you for everything sean,
i'm going to miss you tremendously,
but i know you'll always be there for me,
just like i am for you
even if we're far =)
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# Posté le mercredi 25 juillet 2007 03:35

my phone twin <3

my phone twin <3
she's always there to help me
knows exactly how i feel

she knows when to be there for me
knows when i'd rather be left alone

she'll never force a thing out of you
like the other usually want to do

i know i can trust her with all my might
like i always have and always will


but to tell you something you already know
i'll always do my best to be there for you,
even though i'm not superwoman

jtm puce, merci pour le lunch :)
tu vas me manquer.. <3
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# Posté le lundi 23 juillet 2007 15:11

<3

<3
the five of us on the sofa..

val: i don't know you all that well, but i love you so much, and i love our random convos !! hihi jtm

emma: hopefully we'll meet in saudi, and even though i haven't met up with you much, i know i can trust you (and thank you for taking care of me)

lynn: i love you, thank you for being there in my moments of weakness

gen: my zenibabe, zanzibabe loves you :) thank you so much for this weekend and happy birthday again! (you are now legal for seEeExyYy timEees :P)

i love all of you..
i would put more pictures, but they're all on facebook.. so yea =)
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# Posté le lundi 23 juillet 2007 08:34
Modifié le lundi 23 juillet 2007 08:45